This is really, really boring, but not for me, because I finally got out! It was Christmas Eve, and just a couple of runs at the tail end of the day, but it was as beautiful as it always is, cold and dry, with soft, squeaky, grippy snow. I stayed on Sunnyside (all green runs) because I'd realized I was dealing with fear over the falls I had late last year and needed to just get comfortable. I'd made a deal with myself that I'd stay on easy runs doing easy things until I wanted more.
It took forever to get out of the house--couldn't find ski socks or hat or pass, couldn't decide whether to wear insulated or uninsulated pants, started rummaging around for a snack when I should be marching out the door. Finally I was there, booted up in the changing room, clicked into my skis--and realized I didn't have my poles. I considered skiing without them, but figured I didn't need another challenge just yet, so I borrowed a pole from some guy nearby and went to stand in a long line of people waiting to return equipment as time ticked by. Poles in hand I got back in my skis and down to the RFID reader, where a liftie and I discovered that instead of my season pass I was carrying my 2010-2011 gold card. By this time it was almost 4:00, and I had to laugh at how ridiculous it was. I just told him the story and that I just was not destined to ski that day, but the nice man let me on the lift for the little time it was still open.
I was on my first self-tuned pair of skis, and they skied very nicely with all the little exercises I asked them to do. It was a relief, because at various times I'd thought I messed them up. Granted, it was friendly snow, but they did nothing weird, not like after they got a freaky tune last winter. Last winter I didn't like either of my skis, but it turned out that a tune can totally change things, and felt like I finally had my skis back! Now I just need to finish putting wax on the Kenjas, which had a similarly terrible tune and just got a grind because I fried the bases (erk, don't ask!), and I'll like them again, too.
The second good thing was simply reassuring myself that I can be on skis. At first I felt defensive and awkward, rapidly going through every mistake and bad habit I've accumulated over the past few years--leaning in, leaning back, collapsing my upper body, letting go of whatever miserable core strength I have, keeping my legs straight, A-framing, arms all over the place, you name it. That was one run.
[Warning: boring ski drills ahead]
I decided to sideslip and work on my fore/aft balance and bending my knees while playing with my stance. I loosened my buckles and quickly caught and fixed a blatant error that I hadn't identified before. Now I could sideslip in both directions, and then lift my inside ski up and down throughout a turn, though it's still a bit much to turn while keeping the inside ski entirely off the ground. This was entertaining enough to take up my second run. On my third, after more fooling around on the flats, I just tried to make round turns, though lifting a ski even for a moment without falling tickled me so much that I couldn't stop doing it, and everything just felt more friendly.
Three little runs on a little hill for a little time at the end of a lovely little day. It's not much, but I'm disproportionally happy that the skills I was learning last spring have ripened a little and that my skis did what skis are supposed to do. I'm pudgy and out of shape, but I can be centered on my skis with one leg waving in the air.