Vail - Lover's Leap. Psychologically it's a real challenge because you have to drop into the run. The drop is very sheer and depending on where you drop in it can be 10 feet or 4 feet. You can see it from the chair and it's really crazy. You see everybody standing at the edge for a really long time. Then, when someone does decide to make the plunge, they literally drop out of sight. After you drop in and make your first turn, then the rest is a lot easier. I've skied it once before with a group of friends, but last year I just scarred the s&*t out of me.
To be honest - I know this is why I'm more into biking than skiing over the past few year. I don't really have any skiing goals and for the past year or so have felt like pushing myself skiing is setting me up for knee pain and injury, so I've just been doing the same old stuff over and over again - and even backed off of doing things I used to do in the past. (XC skiing has actually been more fun because it's new and I had to learn to do it basically from scratch). My only 'goals' have been things like keeping my hands up higher, working on various drills, things like that. I guess I feel stuck in that I have no intention of jumping anything bigger than I have in the past - 12' or so was big enough and didn't feel so great either.
Whereas for biking - I have a laundry list of things I'm working on, and have done dozens of things this year so far that I've never done before and am working on new skills and challenges all the time.
I guess I should come up with a plan of at least a few goals for the winter to get myself motivated. Hmmm... what to do, what to do...
While I DO have ski goals. They're not defined by runs. A lot of the runs I could "get down", even in control. But not in style, or not in GRACEFUL style. And it all boils down to lack of specific skills.I feel the same in alot of ways. Skiing is a comfortable sport for me, I don't obsess with my gear or technique too much, I just go. It's more of a relaxing form of recreation for me. There are other sports that I feel more inclined to work on or that I feel less adept at that I tend to have goals or get worked up over gear etc about. I just like the freedom of skiing along.
On a side note, I have been dealing with lower back pain partly due to stretched hamstrings and shortened hip flexors. One thing I was told was that cycling can contribute to this, Cross-country skiing is one sport that will counter it so it sounds like you are doing the right thing to keep in good biking health. .