I am a solid intermediate. Effortless blues; blacks make me earn it. I want new skis (more on that), but I can't figure out how I want to progress. I have good technique, I am strong, I am coordinated and athletic. I should be way better than I am, but I have been stuck at the intermediate plateau for years due to more of a mental hurdle than anything else. From my skill, I feel like the only ways to improve are to embrace high speed, learn moguls, become a park rat, or go off piste/back country. None of which appeals to me. As such, I have also become bored on greens and blues because I can already ski them with ease. Skiing is sort of "blah" for me now. I enjoy slower, more technical skiing, with tight turns and good edge hold. I thrive anywhere in good snow, but completely fall apart in icy conditions (or flat, grey light). I am sort of big and lumbering, vs. skiing with finesse, lightness, and grace.
I am seeking an all mountain ski around 88-93 mm wide (don't get much powder). I am 175 cm tall (5 ft 9 in.) and 130 lbs. I currently ski a 10 year old 164 cm, 78 mm wide, soft beginner ski (Dynastar Exclusive Idyll). Never skied anything longer. They're a cheaper all mountain ski with system bindings. Maybe a Nordica Wild Belle equivalent? My skis only do one thing well: carve groomers at moderate speeds. So that's what I have done for the last decade and it has made me lazy. I don't know if I have ever even felt what pop, energy, float, or dampness feels like... I want an interesting ski, a ski with some fun, a ski that challenges me to push myself. I want to rediscover my love of skiing, rather than defaulting to "meh, conditions sort of suck today, I'll just go cruise a green".
I demoed the Black Pearl 88 and the Santa Ana 88 both in 165 cm. And the BP88 felt... Exactly the same as my current ski. I waited *10 years* to upgrade, was super excited to try the best selling women's ski ever, expected it to be amazing, and it was sort of a let down because I barely felt any difference. And why would I?! Same length, same flatter tail, directional build, similar width for groomer carving, probably only mildly stiffer. I melded with the BP88 like I had skiied it forever; it was, easy, compliant, stable, predictable, good edge hold, and let me get away with all of my bad habits. In fact, I had a good day on it. My concern is just that if I buy the BP88, I will just ski it the way I always have, never pushing myself, never testing the limits, just cruising around... I want more out of a ski. But I don't exactly know what that is. I want all of the edge hold and stability I liked in the BP88, but in a more exciting, versatile, and fun package.
So I tried the SA88 hoping I might jive more with the freeride feel as a change. I also liked that ski; I found it equally as easy to ski and handled similarly to the BP88. I am tempted to get the SA88 (maybe the 93) just because the tip and tail rocker profile are at least a bit different than my current set up. I am also considering the Kenja 88 (power carving) or a Sheeva 9 (playful), just to inject some difference into my style.
Yes, I need to demo more skis. That is abundantly clear. But my current skis are ready to fall apart and I need SOMETHING. My plan was to get a summer sale, then keep exploring over the next season or two. Put the sale savings to lessons.
What is more exciting than a Black Pearl 88, but still accessible to a strong intermediate? I keep telling myself I want edge hold, ice grip, power, and the ability to handle high speed. But that is what I perceive as my deficits as a skier. And I figure if I get a ski that handles those deficits better, I will progress. When the truth is, I would probably enjoy a more playful style of skiing. I just don't want to be limited by a playful ski that doesn't handle hardpack well as that is our main snow condition.
If you have read this far, I sincerely appreciate it. I am so lost in skiing right now. Any advice or ski recommendations are welcome. Anyone ever been through something similar?