Quiver Queen
Ski Diva Extraordinaire
Today was the first official day of the first official Ski Diva trip, and I was so looking forward to it. The conditions were stellar…….my skiing was not.
I don't know what was going on—a month ago I felt like I could ski anything, ski it with confidence, and actually ski it fairly well, but today I skied like a novice. Terrain and conditions which I normally would master, completely threw me for a loop. I was stiff, I was tentative, my hands were out of position, my weight was back, and confidence didn't exist. In the past I've had the occasional 'off' day, but this was completely different—I could not ski today.
Why? Was it lack of sleep for the last week, the heavy non-skiing stuff I've got on my mind right now, even hormones? It was obviously a mental thing, but where was my mind? Then, of course, beating myself up didn't help, just got me more upset. And we all can assume there's something seriously wrong when you're sobbing on the lift.
So mid-morning I took a break and talked it over with my Sweetie, then simply got back to basics. The rest of the day things slowly started to change, and I finally quit when I saw a positive turn in my performance. I wasn't where thought I should be, I wasn't where I knew I could be, but I certainly wasn't where I had been earlier in the day.
But the questions are: Why did this happen? What can I do if it happens again? What can I do to help prevent this in the future? And what about tomorrow?
I don't know what was going on—a month ago I felt like I could ski anything, ski it with confidence, and actually ski it fairly well, but today I skied like a novice. Terrain and conditions which I normally would master, completely threw me for a loop. I was stiff, I was tentative, my hands were out of position, my weight was back, and confidence didn't exist. In the past I've had the occasional 'off' day, but this was completely different—I could not ski today.
Why? Was it lack of sleep for the last week, the heavy non-skiing stuff I've got on my mind right now, even hormones? It was obviously a mental thing, but where was my mind? Then, of course, beating myself up didn't help, just got me more upset. And we all can assume there's something seriously wrong when you're sobbing on the lift.
So mid-morning I took a break and talked it over with my Sweetie, then simply got back to basics. The rest of the day things slowly started to change, and I finally quit when I saw a positive turn in my performance. I wasn't where thought I should be, I wasn't where I knew I could be, but I certainly wasn't where I had been earlier in the day.
But the questions are: Why did this happen? What can I do if it happens again? What can I do to help prevent this in the future? And what about tomorrow?


). It was a matter of sniffing out the conditions yesterday, and if you were in the wrong spots, it was tricky.

^^