omg ilovepugs I feel this so hard. A lot of the time, as long as I keep moving I am pretty okay on bumps but sometimes if I stop, and my next move necessitates turning to the left, I just CANNOT get started again. I will side-slip down that bump to the next good option and try to trick myself back into a flow state like that, like "see, you're moving just like normal" but nope - it's going to take some interminably long moments of getting myself unstuck first. wtf.
Nine times out of ten, if I suddenly realize I have randomly traversed across an entire width of bumps and run out of "one more and THEN I'll turn" options, it just so happens that I've traveled all the way right, subconsciously avoiding committing to a hard left turn. It happened this season on a tricky section of a bumpy run right under the lift line, and some like 6-year old or whatever kid kept shouting encouraging things down at me and I was like I KNOW, KID!! lol. I did eventually turn, and continue merrily down, as evidenced by the fact that I am here typing. But it felt a little dicey there for a while.
I was a very serious ballet dancer as a teenager, and one day doing some random thing, I broke a toe on my right foot and just told no one. Kept dancing in pointe shoes on it every single day for hours, etc. It was absolutely excruciating, was purple for a couple weeks, and I've never had full motion in it since, but I was young and dumb and figured if I told anyone, they might somehow hold it against me (?) so I just forced myself through the pain. dk if that's why, but it never really got fully better. It used to be very painful in certain situations, even into my 20s, but it has since faded into mostly just a conditioned expectation of pain - I definitely instinctively shy away from putting full weight on that foot, even though I actually can't remember the last time it truly hurt in the course of normal activity. This affects me in rock climbing as well, where I very instinctively avoid "right foot facing in" kind of hip maneuverability, and have to really think consciously to move like that on that side of my body.